I thought i would phone my closest friends there to invite them to a second adios-party tonight, but i decided not to do so. One is already enough, our feelings were true then. Tonight they would have been kinda untrue, considering that i belated my departure three times already in a 3 weeks span, saying farewell to G. & others for three times…
A fourth wouldn’t be welcome, it would only have weakened me. Never turn back. I’m gone already.
Your words